Stubborn as a Mule

Did you know that the Lord, as the Great Shepherd, wants to guide you and provide for you as though you were a lamb in the meadow?  “The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not be in want.  He makes  me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters.”

Why does Psalm 23 use a lamb and not a mule in its analogy?  Does a lamb have the reputation of being more docile and submissive than a mule?  Uh, yep.  There’s a very good reason a lamb was featured  in this well-known psalm and not a mule.  Try to read psalm 23 as if you were that stubborn mule rather than a lamb.  It would sound like this:

The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall want my own way.  He makes me lie down in green pastures, but I will keep geting up and wanderng off to eat dead grass.  He’ll pull me to quiet waters, but I will refuse to drink.  He ends up dragging me along right paths, and I dig my heels in the whole way.  So when I end up in a dark valley, I just say to myself, “I’ve got this.  I’m good.”  But, actually, I am asolutely terrified because I’m not sure He is with me.  I think He is, but, I am so stubborn and self-absorbed, I can’t see in the dark.

His rod and staff don’t comfort me; they drive me crazy, and I resent them.  He prepares a table before me, but I clamp my jaws and refuse to eat.  He anoints my head with oil, and I buck and kick the whole time.  My cup would overflow if I would just be still, but I am bent on my own way.

Amazingly, His goodness and mercy still follow me all the days of my stiff-necked life, and despite myself, but because of His grace, I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Isn’t that a lot like our own stories?  When we don’t cooperate with God’s plan of redemption, we really do act stubborn as a mule.  One phrase defines our stubborness – “pride is the sin of destruction” which perfectly describes  the prideful thinking, “I’ll do it my way.”

Unconfessed and unforgiven sin will keep us out of heaven ~~

So what can we do about it?  Well, it would be prideful to think we can rid ourselves of sin;  but God can.  “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleasne us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9)

If you were to describe yourself, would you be a mule or a lamb?  Hmm?   Is the Shepherd leading or are you going your own way?